true or false

whether that's true of what you said..

whether of im in love wif you and im terrified bout it..

whether of i should comply wif what you asked..

i think everything is gone beyond that easy,right?

"  To love someone in secret is like a seed in bottle waiting for growing up, though not sure whether the future will be more beautiful, still waiting it earnestly and eagerly."

but do you know..maybe one day..

i might eagerly to give up you for certain?

01/01/11..oh yeah!!!!

1/1/11..

im set in motion totally!!

no more of terrified in this year,gonna be a blast

As a matter of fact,im always lust after anything that i couldn't owned

thus,izit the truth that he is the one who i love??

or that was jz an act with respect to the failure which i was not resigned to??

anyway.let's strive for what i wants!!

happy new year,x.o.x.o

Grenade!!!!

Grenade,Bruno Mars!!

easy come,easy go

that's just how you live oh

take take take it all

but you never give

should of known you were trouble

from the first kiss had your eyes wide open

why were they open?

gave you all i had

and you tossed it in the trash

you tossed it in the trash,you did!!

最近很愛組圖~照片一張張的上傳很累人

the hottest hunks!!

猛男秀不是我愛的﹐

我愛乖乖牌﹐偶爾耍壞的不錯

XD

今年平安夜不出去倒數了~

我累~~

要不像去年一樣喝得茫了被抬回家的﹐好丟人呀!!!

♡MERRY X'MAS TO MY DEAREST♡

聖誕老人﹐您老人家行行好~

今年我想要禮物~~

把TA送還給我好不好~=(

♡8-9th.DTM♡

preparing for heading to villa..=)

still immersing in chagrin for someone,though.

self-shot by kay's phone!!

our dear driver was totally lost one's way

google search and GPS i think was kinda useful in that time hah!!XD

do you see the headdress???hehe

hey dude,your eyes look like the goldfish izit

haha..=X

hmn..your looking was pale as the paper

are'u getting okay actually??lol

 Am i looks like a drowned rat??

the banana boat is the best choice for me,n the others..

made me scream like im land myself in hell what><"

see!!bruised on whole my body..

yet im still happy to oblige in next time

let's jom along!!

btw,my leg looks shorter izit

 guys in chef apparently!!hehe

that's time for bbq!!let's tuck in!!im starving~:)

the "alcohol" second round of bbq on the terrace..

the stunning scenic!!

sauna and spa in the meantime=]

somebody get me a cocktail!!lol~~

seriously??wii and poker until before daybreak

the living room we're gathering whole night

may I take this semester longer??

Im on cloud nine with your guys in this whole sem!!

btw,the things which occur in all of sudden

 imma facing it,either grudgingly or voluntary

obviously,the foresee that you gave me,

still not enough of time to let me relieved

still not adequate for comfort me..

everythings are unstoppable,move just like an avalanche

how could i said then??!!!!!!

castle walls

everyone thinks that i have it all

but it's so empty living behind these castle walls

these castle walls

if i should tumble if i should fall

would anyone hear me screaming behind these castle walls

these's no one here at all,behind these castle walls

總有首歌能觸及到心坎里去,不是嗎

真心不用多說什麼

若是能了解﹐我只會說“你懂的”

要是不能﹐我真的不想再去辯解。。

我有多愛~我有多渴望~我有多在乎~

只要某天能有個人說“你長大了﹐懂事多了”

我就很滿足

至於其他的﹐都是浮雲

gain;given

我能待人掏心掏肺的

但別試圖揮霍我的真心

"prince"剛說的﹐“TRUST IS GAIN,NOT BY GIVEN"

我不著急於愛情什麼時候來臨﹐

只擔心遇不上對的人

所以﹐我只是在慢慢尋找﹐

大家就別誤會了﹐赫赫

說﹕"我看得出你們不像以往的友好﹐我就是不希望我們之間也會這樣"

答﹕"我們的關係依然很好﹐只是我釋然過後﹐關係更為輕鬆友好“

也許看破了好多事﹐人心會改變

隨著改變的過程﹐確實讓人好憂心

不過﹐我不是個輕易就能把你們掏出來丟在一旁的人

放心放心=)

04.11.10♡

這19th的生日﹐近乎完美。。♡

DTM guys提早幫我慶生

01.11.10

每一次的蛋糕都吃得好撐胃﹐這次小小一個

好滿意=]

不過暗藏在裡頭的芥末﹐嗆得我難受

赫赫~看來不作弄我﹐你們好似更難受是吧

不過還是好愛好愛你們

這徹夜暢談﹐還記得嗎~~大愛呢~~

03.11.10

這酒精讓我和閨密們都喝高了

倒數生日﹐出現了2個蛋糕

謝謝干媽﹐爹~babe's小叔叔和親愛的玉群姐姐

不過我想那時候是喝茫了吧﹐

都忘了把它們照起來了

懊惱中~~~

每一次的聚會都讓人好想念我家babe k

簡訊給她﹐卻逼得她提早12點前寫了封祝福簡訊來著

赫赫

寫著。。。

“我記得在我15歲的時候我說過我想年年都跟你說生日快樂﹐

今年是第四季年吧?我不知道4年那是不是很久了﹐

對我來說還不夠﹐我真的希望我不只是你可以分享快樂的朋友﹐

我也希望我是可以跟你分享難過的babe k,

就算多bitch的事情我都可以接受﹐

coz we'r bitches!happy birthday my G,you knw how i love you,xoxo"

禮物禮物﹐感謝了親愛的Ray n Dave

04.11.10

姐姐﹐huijun小妹妹和Mr.Yap

一起陪我度過了

真是好謝謝你們=)

“近乎”完美。。

原來是和家人約了晚些一起慶祝

我卻被堵車在路上﹐搞得daddy n mummy都累了沒心情幫我慶生了

真是對不起~~

現在良心譴責中了~~~

蛋糕被冷藏在雪櫃里~~

好多好多沒法逐一回覆的﹐

生日快樂的簡訊。。

未接來電。。

面子書上600++的祝福

很窩心~~

這生日大快樂!!

let's call a spade

我好想念我的闺蜜们

简单的关系，

即使偶尔断了联络

即使不了解对方的每一个生活细节

即使无法像以往那样4人都粘在一起

我渴望的，也只不过是见面时，

大家手上捧着杯酒，

不管是我们爱喝的伏加特，或者是红酒

谈论着彼此的近况

难过时，借出肩膀[附加酒精XD]

和男友闹脾气时，和闺蜜们打小报告

偶尔的疯狂难忘行径

其实那很温暖

MR.IDEAL

可惜了身边的你们，

却都不是我要的

关于他，

即使蝎子喜欢上了，就好难放手

不过至少还能保留一丝理性

彻底删除了

不能坦诚的小秘密

只能和对的人说

[题外话]

最近不怎么爱吃中餐

[大爱]TONY ROMAS n CHILI'S

下一餐，是FRIDAY!!

 

p/s:

我亲爱的微博，到底是要把你刷新多少次

你才肯出现

没有你的日子，好难过呀！！

teenage dream

Teenage dream[大爱]

听上一整天能让我感觉好轻松

You make me feel like i'm livin' a teenage dream~

放任自己卑微地度过这段时间

不过这时间，也该有个期限

我可不想被“沉沦”这字眼紧紧地套牢在我身上

看来那一次歇斯底里的大哭，

“我就是要他！”

这句话，多少的确出自于真心

[猪兔子]，是有些能安抚人心=）

那一晚假设性的谈话

每一句每一字都还在脑里兜着转

[如果]，我真的挺愿意

很多[释然]，却被偶尔的不甘心打败

其实只是不知道如何转变新方式

不知道原本的自己会不会被动摇

[酒精]，快乐或感伤的氛围

对我而言，你都绝对是个重要角色

sturdy

博客都快荒废了

我这2个月是在搞什么

把以往的旧文章删除了

起跑点，更换中。。

最近的状态处于“快乐”

懂得痛了，自然就放手了

不再握紧，毕竟玫瑰身上那层自我保护的刺

挺让人受伤的

❤

目标，总有天能达到

梦想，努力后总会实现

我想改换新的人生旅途！！

❤

大爱~~~~~那种确定与存在感，谢谢=]